Thursday, June 11, 2009

it's been a hard day....

so it is wednesday night and i am hoping tomorrow comes sooner rather than later. nothing in this day has gone well and i am ready for it to be done. never mind that technically it is already thursday because it is 12:40 am.

my friends got in trouble this morning with our boss and i am feeling liek they think i am the cause of it. i am not byt the way, but the whole thing looks a little suspicious. my stomache is sick thinking that i may lose some friends that i value more than most anyone else except hubby and son.

am i over reacting, probably, but just the same, it isn't looking to good right now and i am having a hard time focusing on anything else.

then when i went to the gym to tough it out on the treamill about 22 minutes into my 40 minute run, i got a pain in my left knee that i couldn't even breath through. i have been having some strain in that knee and have been wrapping it and icing it, but today it got so bad i literally coudln't stand on it. then it took me 10 minutes instead of 3 to get out to my car.

i don't know what to do, i thought the pain would go away once i had some rest, but it is coming back the more i am on my feet. my husband says i have over done it running for 11 days in a row with no rest. but i am stubborn and would like to think not only am i mother of the year, but also super woman. it is currently elevated and wrapped in an ace bandage.

in general after 36 hours of work in 60 hours, i feel shitty. i am tired and my feelings are hurt and my honesty nad loyalty are in question, and although you, my bloggy friends may not be aware of my honesty issue, but i am honest to a fault. i cannot tell a lie, (i know someone famous almost said that, george washington?) anyway, it hurts. am paranoid enough as it is and i cannot wait until tomorrow to see the faces of my friends and see where i stand. maybe this is why i have no friends, because i cannot stand someone who doesn't understand how loyal i truly am to people i care about.

whatever.

i have a couple things to mention.....

my friend serena has new blog site.....

my friend shannon has had a tough time of it lately and you should give her some encouragement....

my friend cammie is in dc because she and her hubby are awesome....

my newest and kindred spirit friend sarah is having a blowout and not the hair dresser kind....

and also, anyone wondering about mr. jineen andress? anyone have any questions for him? ask away and he will guest post on here with the answers.

he has agreed to answer any and all questions!
people take advantage of this opportunity...


love you all, so glad this week is almost over!

jineen

6 comments:

Kristina P. said...

I am sorry about the work situation. How stressful. I am very loyal and relationships are important to me too.

And I do the elliptical because I don't want to hurt my knees.

Shannon said...

It sucks when you're in a situation like that one and you're not sure on what to do to make it better. Surely they'll see that you didn't do anything that led to them getting into trouble. And eventually they'll figure it out for themselves, but maybe just talking to them about it would help you (and them) feel better.

As for the knee, I agree with the Mr...11 days straight - WOW - but ya need a rest day girl! Even superwoman has a built in rest day! :) LOL

Thanks for the shoutout. I love my bloggy friends.

Sarah said...

I decided to go with "seeing a man about a horse" as code for blowouts. I am sorry about your knee and your work crap! Seriously though, 11 days in a row??? No, no, no! Rest and get that knee better! Thanks for the shout out in this post! The more people I can entertain with this wild detox, the better! Thank you for your kind words and comic relief...and for not being grossed out by poopies :) Smile, chin up, and KNEE up!

Shauna said...

(((HUGS)))

Sarah said...

January 5th and March 6th. Check out my posts for those days. I do take a multi vitamin, called Alive, and also use that brands protein powder a couple of days a week (as a meal). I get frozen berries from Whole Foods or Meijer and it is delish! I don't see anything wrong with supplements, that Alive is noticeable as far as when I do and don't take it. Besides, our bodies will rid itself of anything that is extra. The biggest thing is getting protein "stat" after a run or workout because it is essential for repairing muscles. I try to get some in within 2 hours but they say an hour.
CONGRATS PENGUINS! They outplayed us and deserve it. What is scary is before the puck even dropped I looked at Sean and said "I don't have a good feeling about this. 2-1 Pittsburg". Wish I was wrong.

Sarah said...

I tagged you in my latest post...check it out chicky!