it's been a hard day....

so it is wednesday night and i am hoping tomorrow comes sooner rather than later. nothing in this day has gone well and i am ready for it to be done. never mind that technically it is already thursday because it is 12:40 am.

my friends got in trouble this morning with our boss and i am feeling liek they think i am the cause of it. i am not byt the way, but the whole thing looks a little suspicious. my stomache is sick thinking that i may lose some friends that i value more than most anyone else except hubby and son.

am i over reacting, probably, but just the same, it isn't looking to good right now and i am having a hard time focusing on anything else.

then when i went to the gym to tough it out on the treamill about 22 minutes into my 40 minute run, i got a pain in my left knee that i couldn't even breath through. i have been having some strain in that knee and have been wrapping it and icing it, but today it got so bad i literally coudln't stand on it. then it took me 10 minutes instead of 3 to get out to my car.

i don't know what to do, i thought the pain would go away once i had some rest, but it is coming back the more i am on my feet. my husband says i have over done it running for 11 days in a row with no rest. but i am stubborn and would like to think not only am i mother of the year, but also super woman. it is currently elevated and wrapped in an ace bandage.

in general after 36 hours of work in 60 hours, i feel shitty. i am tired and my feelings are hurt and my honesty nad loyalty are in question, and although you, my bloggy friends may not be aware of my honesty issue, but i am honest to a fault. i cannot tell a lie, (i know someone famous almost said that, george washington?) anyway, it hurts. am paranoid enough as it is and i cannot wait until tomorrow to see the faces of my friends and see where i stand. maybe this is why i have no friends, because i cannot stand someone who doesn't understand how loyal i truly am to people i care about.

whatever.

i have a couple things to mention.....

my friend serena has new blog site.....

my friend shannon has had a tough time of it lately and you should give her some encouragement....

my friend cammie is in dc because she and her hubby are awesome....

my newest and kindred spirit friend sarah is having a blowout and not the hair dresser kind....

and also, anyone wondering about mr. jineen andress? anyone have any questions for him? ask away and he will guest post on here with the answers.

he has agreed to answer any and all questions!
people take advantage of this opportunity...


love you all, so glad this week is almost over!

jineen